pain is welcoming

I am finally... SHutting my blog down

2010-09-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

It has been a long while since i blog.. But I am intending to shut it down like today.. The last post will be this post.. But do keep the tagboard active if you guys want to... I might pop up once in a while to stay in contact.. Love ya lots...

Youth Olympics Game

2010-08-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

Yes, the youth Olympic game has just began for the whole world. I was at first quite bored by that idea that we are hosting an event of such skills. Wondering if Singapore will cut it. Well, I was wrong, I was simply amazed at the scale which Singapore hosted the event and it was almost quite well done. However, there will still be room for improvement. After watching the opening ceremony, hahah got kind of happy due to the huge number of good-looking chaps and belles available. Hahaha.. I am generally watching the YOG channel to catch some updates on a few of the events which i truly enjoy. Such as gymnastics, rowing, Triathlon. Well that's pretty much.

Watching the YOG made me want to pick up a sport and really do well in it. I was simply amazed at all the things that they could do and yet I can't do anything at all. Damn. Thinking of really finding a sports that I like. Well time is a factor which i need to take into account for. But then again, if you set your heart to it, what else can you not do?

Releve

2010-07-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

Releve just ended with a blast I hope. It was amazing at times and I was damn nervous and made a few slips here and there but let's hope that it's not so bad. Many enjoyed the show but not really me. The insecurity that I feel being nearly topless is just too hard for me overcome. I did a performance because it was a performance. Just 2 more to go and it's over.

The econs test kind of sucked today. I really had difficult trying to understand what the part A was asking. I think I am going to score very badly for the test and the coming Saturday will be WILL run. OMG! I am so tired this week. I can;t wait for it to be over...

LINKED out loud..

2010-07-17T01:35:00.002+08:00

Met with LINKed today!! Not all of them but majority of them. I feel so different. I feel that I was backed to myself. I had nothing to think about just pure relaxation. I just flowed with the flow. I feel belong back to this world. I enjoy such feeling. I had grown so strange that I am no longer myself. I must thank them from bringing me back. However, all things must come to an end. Once they leave, it's time for me to close myself into the Pandora's Box and hide..

Evaluating my life for first half year of 2010

2010-07-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

Half a year have past, That's quite a long time. Life in Junior College has been tough one i would say. Being an SP student has it's advantages i would say, you understand what's going on right now and everything seems so much easier as compared to previous time. However, it's also expected that you must do better than the rest right. I have set myself personal targets that I have yet to achieved for Mid Years and it's kind of disappointing. However, there are promos to look up to and do well for it. That's my goal for now.

What I have done for the past half a year can be summarised as below:
Wake up--> School (study) --> Home (eat and sleep) and the cycle repeats itself.
However, there are also exciting moments such as playing and hanging out among friends and not to forget my Mum's constant nagging. I sort of appreciated her nagging, at least it reminds me of her existence. I would feel kind of odd one day coming home without hearing her nag at me.

I think I also learn how to appreciate this new thing called time. It's kind of hard to grasp it but once in a while you can. I used to feel that time past kind of fast in Junior College. But after all the thinking, it's not just fast it's god-like fast.

Major events that happened?
yes, but not really want to talk about that as most of them are just kind of thoug and sad to talk about.

Lastly, breaking my own barriers? Yes, i did it. I failed my NAPFA as usual (God ahead and laugh guys! It doesn't matter to me.) looking at the good side, i astually did better than last year for almost all the station, i passed my 2.4km and improved on my standing broad jump. That's something I am quite proud of. Haha.. Time to signed off.. :)

Glee

2010-06-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

Well, finished Glee season 1 in just 3 days. Well, KInd of addicted to it. However, it inspired me to do something. To be myself, it taught me to be happy with who i am and be who I am. I don't have to be someone else. I don't have to act like someone to be accepted. As long as I accept who I am. But is it easy to come to terms who I am? It's easier said than done...

Aspirations

2010-06-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

I did this test recently regarding my aspirations and everything and this was the result.

You Scored as Psychology/Sociology
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major.
Psychology/Sociology
81%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
75%
HR/BusinessManagement
69%
Education/Counseling
69%
English/Journalism/Comm
69%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
69%
Visual&PerformingArts
63%
Religion/Theology
63%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
50%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
38%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
38%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
31%
Mathematics/Statistics
19%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
6%

Well maybe i should start considering what course is really suitable for me and aim to achieve the required grades and excel myself.

Post Mortem for Math and Chem

2010-06-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

What a splendid holiday I am having now. Experiencing up and down like roller coaster. Ddin't score what I had expected myself to score for math in a very bad manner. But chem made me much happier. Looks like i need to focus on some subject and really work hard for them to do well for end of year examination. Time to sleep. *yawns!* many things to do tomorrow. Badminton, museum and getting back econs (dread to the max)

Holidays

2010-05-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Finally some point of reat for me. But well not really, down for dance almost all the days and that will mena training like hell. Okay, there are rest in between but it will still be quite tiring as we can see. Can't wait for school to start as I am already rotting in school due to the fact that my mid years are already over... Thanks again to the school management.

Being addicted to gaming all over again from NDS to PSP. Madness, it's madness i swear...

Post Mid Year Examination 2010

2010-05-25T00:52:00.003+08:00

Well, just ended of my common test with a blast. Amazingly boring now, well, just had a PSP marathon with myself. Gladly, i have progressed much in the game.. Now it's time for me to enjoy myself. I need to get in touch with something but what?

Exam's are over... Soon

2010-05-22T14:28:00.001+08:00

Exam are going to be over... Well, that's something nice for the past few days of exams fever. Some papers was well for me, some was just very bad. Well, it's all over and i would just like to press a delete button on all these. Well still have much to study on Monday but taking a short break for now to study more. Haha, holidays are coming up and I am glad that we have much to do to keep me occupied for the whole june holidays...

Mid Year Examination 2010

2010-05-14T15:33:00.001+08:00

Back in JC 1 studying hard for the Mid Year examination. Didn't feel the stress as compared to last year and everyday feels the same. Since everyday I have been studying, it doesn't matter much to me. I am not so much of a last minute kind of person this year. I intend to score well. Maybe i should study real hard for the whole 3 weeks and score well. And yet i am wasting my time blogging here... Got to go then. Jia You for all my friends who will be having your Mid Years be it JC1 or JC 2!

Hatred

2010-05-13T16:08:00.001+08:00

I just wish that I am alone at some point of time to block out all the drama and shenanigans! I just hate everything now and you guys have something to do with it..

Bye Brendan!

2010-05-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Kind of miss him.. A class for almost 4 months only to know that 1 of them is drifting to somewhere out there where we can no longer be as one. It saddens and pains me to see things in such situation. I know you have wanted to be there for a long time and I respect that. There nothing that we can do to stop you from going. The only thing that I an say to you is "Have A Safe Trip, Hope to see you back in SG one day.." Bye Brendan!

Audition

2010-04-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

OMG!! I blanked out during my audition with Mr. Peter Gng. It was so embarrassing. I didn't know what i was doing and i just stood there shaking and unable to comtrol my limbs. What drived me to walk out of the studio, I do not know but I am just so scared and nervous back then. That's all that i remebered about.

After a while i got use to it and started to dance and present myself. I was starting to feel slightly better and my mind just told me, Just dance, it's nothing embarrassing. I really enjoyed myself after that. I do not know what happened. However, it's an experience I will never forget.

College Day 2010

2010-04-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

Been to the manatee show for our College Day 2010, it was great and awesome in terms of the performance. However, it was too short to be of much of a explosive factor. I wish that i was longer and really more "wow" factor in it.

How should I say the play. Hmm... Just splendid but flawed in one way or another. I know tomorrow would be a superb one.

And Sorry for you guys who doesn't have a rose.

(Just wondering as I was typing, my Dad is sleeping on my bed for no apparent reason)

Homework after homework

2010-04-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

Tell me what is the use of a full stop. It ends something right? However, can someone tell me how do I put a full stop to the endless homework?

Closing down of my blog.

2010-04-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

I am kinda of sick of blogging and being unhappy with the whole universe. It has turn my blog into some place for vengence.. I feel like closing it down but maybe not. Just blog less often i suppose.. Hate everything.. Grrr... *pissed off*

Project Work

2010-04-18T01:14:00.001+08:00

Yeah, Project work i scored an A!!! Glad that the hard work for the past one year was well rewarded. Since MTL was an A too. Just say that I have secured 20 points for now.. ( I know MTL doesn't count...) Mid Years creeping up, I would really like to study hard for it but the motivation isn't there. Bored to the max...

Truthful Glutinous Rice Balls

2010-04-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, truth doesn't even hurt at all. It makes things clearer and helps to bond people together. The truthful Glutinous Rice Ball or Ah Balling as some may prefer to call it and a get together session was all it takes for us to understand each other better and to know where we need.

Have you ever wonder why a person hates you?

What do people see in you?

What's the first impression that you give?

How well do your friends know you?

It's these questions that many will want to avoid as they are afraid of starting a conflict or they might lose a friend. However, it's these very questions that help us to open our hearts to one another and to see things in a different light. What we try to show others might not be interpreted the very same way as what your friend might see.

The both of you or a group of you must really just open yourself out, talk to one another, tell each other about your weakness and flaws. Tell how you feel about the things they do, their manner of speech and their character. One might see that such things are harmful in one way or another.

However, if one is willing to give and listen. I see no harm in trying this out to push for a better friendship.

Physical fitness test

2010-04-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

Well just had a trial on my Standing Broad Jump (SBJ) today during PE. Well quite happy that i broke my personal barrier and broke the 220 mark! Yeah..

But i was totally disgusted throughout the whole day. Due the video shown during my GP period regarding Serra Leone- "blood diamonds". I almost had my dinner, breakfast, lunch out of my stomach.. Yucks... I am so not going to touch meat for while..

Slacking Day

2010-04-02T00:09:00.001+08:00

Today was totally a slacking day for me.. Started the usual practices of mine, all the gossiping and bitching and things like that. Well, Kinda of fun isn't it. Wait is it? hahaha

Tomorrow going out to Marina Barrage.. Damn sianz just think of the sun i am already quite turned off by it... Hahaha..

Stoner

2010-03-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Well, i have got to say, some people just doesn't know how to read expressions of people or understand what people are saying.

I believe you guys out there will know something

Just now i was busy stoning during dance especially the part where everydoes something different... Erhm. I sort of screwed up like 2 out of the 3 attempts by stoning.. Haha! What a wonderful stoner i have been.

Gotta rest feeling too tired..

BITCH-ing

2010-03-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

Well can't wait to kill someone with a knife here.. Hello, you aren;t so great yourself so don't be here to critized others. I may not be the best in that area but that doesn't make me anything worst then you... You way of thinking just make me feel so sick of you. You pathetic one. What makes you think that you're up to the standard and will make it to the top and do something big and make sure that your ideas are taken into account of others. You're just grinding on my nerves with everything that you say. Please change or it's GB from me to you!

Starting of March Holiday 2010

2010-03-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

What is considered a holiday when you have to study for almost the whole week without having even time for a proper break. I am snapping into two and rushing for work to be done.. I need divine guidance and help...

Peaceful and Quiet

2010-03-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since i feel so peaceful and quiet within myself. For the past few weeks, it's just turmoils after turmoils, ups and down. I have been pulled by the extreme forces of myself and couldn't find my balance before the next hit strike. Again, the week is starting and I feel that my emotions are fluctuating once more. Let's hope that I survive this thing once again.

Emotional

2010-03-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

I just don't know what to do, what should I do, Why do i feel this way, what happened. I seemed so oblivious to everything. Am i running away from them or they are just not told to me. Why is this happening? I am so lost like a ship in an ocean with no place in mind, just drifting to where the waves take me.. The supplies are running low, there's nothing that I do. No one is around to help me... I am so lonely, so lost and i just lost all my bearing. I don;t know where is the next stop, where is the next station. Where can i find help.. I am just so lost.. so lost....

Emo and Depressed

2010-03-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

Sadly, I was emo and depressed for the past few weeks and I expect it to continue for quite some time.

I have no idea if i am really ready to score well, I have not been doing what other SP students have been doing. I feel so lagging behind in comparison to them.

I looked at The JC2 and how stressful they are, I feel kinda of unprepared and shaky.

Am I really ready to take on this course, will I succeed I am not sure.

I am freaked out by everything and anything now when it comes to study.

I don't think I will ever make it.. I feel that I am in the wrong place at the wrong time. I feel stressed, Awkward and weird..

I am not the old Daniel.. I don't know who I am, I just lost my bearings in life....

Happy Disconnected Day

2010-03-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today is officially the Disconnected Day. Yeah finally I am free from all the trouble and can be free of the entangling and en-strangling mess that they have created. I have been waiting for this day for so many days.

Just got back my GCE A level result for Mother Tongue Language. It was so unexpected and I never expect myself to score an A for Chinese. I think I performed quite badly for the Oral and Listening and also Paper 1 for it. I am so shocked and delighted that I got my A.

In the past I had this expectation of scoring A for this examination. But it was totally shattered when I sat on the paper. I wasn't very sure of myself after seating for the paper. Well just glad that I manage to pull through this whole thing. Now I am just waiting for the most dreadful result. The Project Work result which my group and I have put so much effort into it. Let's hope we do well.

Kinda of happy for today. Not intending to do any homework for today but getting ready to study like mad from tomorrow till the term break as test are coming up next week.

Love: Weird thing indeed

2010-03-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

Sometimes human emotions are just abnormal or something much more close to my heart, freakishly weird.

Love can evolve into something that is too weird to be called love. A more appropriate word obsession. One might be so obsessed with the girl to the extent that well, the whole schools knows about it and they intend to keep it a secret. *laughs* total failure. Another type is when two of you are so close that it makes people around you go puke, or well *finger pointing at the couple whenever they become touchy touchy* (you guys get what i meant. All these seems okay until it evolves again.

What does it evolve to this time. Parasite, this is the worst type of thing i have ever seen in a relationship. It's so drama but yet it's valid from what i have seen in my school. Have you seen like a guy running towards a girl once they meet and they seem to ignore those around them. Next, the started getting all touchy and everything and it becomes so gross. Everyone starts to say things about them and yet the deny it completely. Hello we aren't blind. The best part is, they love each other and they know about it. SO are you guys dumb or what come on get the relationship moving or both of you are turning into laughing stocks for the rest of us.

See the guy can't live without the girl and vice versa. They are actually no different from any BGR. Please guys end up together...

Stress! Stress! Stress!

2010-02-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

Had dance without the JC2. Kind of miss them especially when we were doing the barre works partially becuase I copy from Ellen most of the time.

Did some barre works where i had slips here and there. Stretching and core muscles training... The pain from the stretching affected the muscles training also.

Tired

Lit Night 2010 and Performance at Hougang CC

2010-02-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

Went for lit night performance yesterday. It was just one word to describe it MAGNIFICENT! For just a mere $2.00 (yes it's S$2.00), I got to enjoy one of the best performance of all times. The acting was great, the singers were awesome, the dancers were beautiful. What else more can i say except just SPLENDID. It was a lot better than last year's afterglow i must admit. The increase in the amount of acts, the quality of the performance added a lot more plus points this time round. Can't wait for next year's lit night.

This year's theme for the Literature Night was Seasons of Love. Indeed it made me feel that I was in love and so blissful and happy.

Just finished performance at the Hougang Community Centre. It was a bit of a screwed up here and there and slips and fell. Sadly, I can't lift Michelle even though it was our last partner work for this year. However, some feeling gives me that i will be dancing with her again for the dance concert. Feelings maybe wrong.

100th post

2010-02-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Well, this is my 100th postings for my blog.. Yeah! it finally hit a 3 digit number.

Just starting to get along with my class and changed my subject combination from SMCE/P to SMCE/CSE. Yes, I am taking H1 China Studies in English (CSE).

My class is kinda of the active and playful kind of class (I wonder if it sounds appropriate). Well, getting to know them better but still studying whenever I have the free time to study.

Chinese New Year was kinda of boring this year. I don't really have the feel like last year.
Well bonded with my cousins again! Something that i always look forward to evey year. How did we bond?
Played Pictionary, Monopoly Deal, Playstation, Mahjong, food!

Well that sums up all i guess.

The new start

2010-02-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

Orientation is over. I am still stuck in the past. I miss my old classmates. There is always these feeling of alienation when i step into my new class. Sitting around them gives me a very weird feeling. I am always running away from them. It's just such a tiring routine which i think I will have to get use to. I don't know what is keeping me away from them, I just don't know.

I miss my Orientation Group. They are always such nice and lovely. Hanging out with them is so much more easy and light-hearted then my Civics Group. I don't feel the stress, I don't feel the problem, I feel freedom. My Civics group is always like a cage, trapping me, suffocating me.

It's a terrible thing to be alone -- yes it is -- it is -- but don't lower your mask until you have another mask prepared beneath --as terrible as you like --but a mask.

Katherine Mansfield

Unhappy

2010-01-30T17:28:00.003+08:00

I feel so unhappy/angry/sad/ depressed for the whole of today. Not at anyone but myself. I am such a failure, I can't get things right after so many attempts. I can't remember the steps that i need to remember. I can't dance on the beat. Help someone help.

I hate myself, I hate my own physique. Why am i so fat. Why can't i reach my ideal weight? Why am I not given nice legs like those guys out there? Why do I have such ugly fingers? I belong to somewhere where people are like me. I do not belong on this earth where everyone seems so perfect. I am a stain on this beautiful earth. Do I truly belong here. Or do I belong to the place that I am suppose to be in? Hell.

I hate myself.... I am such a Failure.. I belong to Hell not on earth. Someone bring me to where i belong.. I don't like here anymore....

Publicity

2010-01-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

After a whole day of training yesterday, my whole body is aching rather badly. Well still have to get the publicity for the CCA recruitment on Friday done. Work Hard!

Some thinking skills

2010-01-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

It has been a very busy week for the past week, The Spirit of the Phoenix Programme have finally come to an end.

Got to learn some tennis and made new friends. Just had dance training yesterday and hell was the word to describe it. It's tiring but fun. I didn't know i could stretch to that extreme for once. Thanks god it was just only for a moment.

Total in love with books and maybe planning to start writing some. Let's hope it'll turn out well. :)

Sherlok Holmes

2010-01-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday( 16 Jan 2010), I had an cousin outing with well as the name suggest my cousins. We met at 6.30pm to catch Sherlok Holmes at Plaza Singapura. It was a rather interesting movie and let me start the review about it.

Firstly, the story plot. It was a relatively interesting story plot that revolves around black magic and religion. It might seems like a common plot but there are always twist and turn in between the movie. The suspense was just incredible, making me jump almost every time. That was very embarrassing. Not to mention about the funny moments and scenes which they had in between these that makes the movie a much more entertaining. It also makes us digest the movie easily. If you hate chemistry maybe you should not watch this movie. It's revolves around many chemistry substance and also some biology. If you can't stand even the tiniest amount of gross scenes don't watch it. Entertaining movie though.

Secondly, the actors and actresses. They are the main star of the show right? They were really good. I love Doctor Watson portrayed by Jude Law. He was awesome. The few leads like Robert Downey Jr. (Sherlok Holmes), Rachel McAdams (Irene Adler) and Mark Strong (Lord Henry Blackwood) is really great! However, i expected Sherlok Holmes to be a lot younger from the books that i read regarding him. Anyway, great actors come out with good show. One of the mentionable side kicks like Hans Matheson (Lord Coward) and Robert Maillet (Dredger). Hans Matheson is really good-looking (Well that's so Daniel!).

We went to Manhattan Fish Market for our dinner after the movie! It's just such a wonderful place for dinner. It's one of my favourite dining places of all time.

Back to school for a week!

2010-01-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

It has been almost a week since I went back to school. Nothing much happen for the week except that i passed by real fast and it's the weekend soon. Next week will be all academic week, something that I hope will not be too tough for me.

Mr Dan scolded just now back in dance, well i sort of deserve it I guess. Maybe i should be more familiar with my steps. Today we did a lot of new routine still, a lot was focus on barre works. Work Harder to improve i guess. I must be better to be leaders for my Juniors. Well, my technique and flexibility is not there yet (Need More Training!).

Just finished the whole series of Age of the Five within a month after I bought them. Well, I hope I am reading fast enough. The whole series is just marvelous. I do hope to see it in the movie. It will be spectacular(provided that the directors follow the story plot since most of the time they don't).

First let me focus on the last book: Voice of the Gods. The story was slightly draggy between here and there. Even so, the book never fail to amaze me. It really a page-turner, I just kept reading and reading everywhere my feet takes me. However, I sort of guess the story halfway through. You guys will just have to read it to find out.

The characters was very well crafted and very vivid. The characters seems to come to life. The words that was used in the book was quite easy to understand and not filled with complicated words that make you go frustrated. It makes you able to imagine the character and see it for yourself as the story goes on. I really like the way the author writes it just fabulous.

I spotted a few mistakes throughout the book, well some of the minor one which doesn't much affect the story itself. Just get yourself the book if you happen to pass by one. This book will be strictly for the fantasy book lovers.

Now on the whole series. Overall, the series was very much enjoyable and I totally immerse myself in the pleasure of reading it. It sort of make me glued to the book and never leave my hands off the book. The book follows me around and the furthest distance that it'll ever left me back then was when I visited the restroom. That's how good the book is.

The characters in the book can be quite confusing and you really have to pay a lot of attention to places and the different things they use as they really cross over everywhere and through every single series. Even though some characters only appear for a few seconds(which you don't really have to pay attention to).

The writing was really good and I really loved the book and never regret reading it for the past one month.

Now i am re-reading Eragon and eldest just to refresh my memory of the story and the characters involve. It's another one of the books that is very complicated due to the hard pronunciation and the wide variety of characters involved. I hope to finish it before buying the brand new book by Christopher Paolini: Brsingr.

Back to School 2010

2010-01-11T20:34:00.003+08:00

Finally it's back to school for me. Kind of boring as we started off with all the talks and everything. The basics I would say. Getting to know what activities have been planned for us, the Spirit of the Phoenix(SP) students. This year very different from last year, where they had to do Community Involvement Project (CIP). We get the chance to come in contact with clay and make pottery. Sounds very interesting to me. However, I hate the clay.

Homework after so long. Have economics Data Response Question (DRQ) and General Paper (GP) comprehension to tackle. Dreadful. It has been a long time since i touch books more specifically textbooks. It's a good start i hope! Busy doing my homework!

PS: Thanks for reading these boring postings!

City Square

2010-01-10T00:38:00.001+08:00

Went to work for my Dad early in the morning till early afternoon. Kind of easy for me since i am doing only a few things such as washing the casing and filter for the air- conditioning units. After that I head over to the day care and visit my Granny and also to meet up with my aunt and mum. Had lunch after my Granny left for home.

My Dad left halfway to continue his work while i went on a shopping trip with my Aunt and my cousin before 2 of my cousin came to find us. It was after we started shopping at the still under renovation mall: The City Square. My Mum parked her car at Kovan before we took the MRT to Farrer Park. It's a relatively nice environment to shop due to the lack of crowd. Partially because the mall isn't really opened. You guys should check it out sometime. More for the female due to the wide variety of accessorises, boutique and clothing stores you see around right now. I am not very sure about the future but I believe there will be more shops catered to the guys.

Something special about the mall, it's the first eco-friendly mall in Singapore which it's really amazing and wonderful. Many of the features it had was made to help reduce consumption of energy and focused more on renewable energy. One of such example is the glass that was use throughout the building. It was specially designed to allow light to enter reducing the need for lightbulbs and it does not trap heat therefore it reduce the greenhouse effects. It's just one part of it. Just go over and have a look if you wish.

Got to continue reading my book!

PS: Thanks for reading Priscilla!

Sake Sushi Buffet with my Mum and my Sis 7 Jan 2010

2010-01-07T19:25:00.003+08:00

Just came back from eating my lunch and dinner with my Mum and sis. Went to sake sushi to have the buffet offer available. Quite full. Most probably, I will be gaining weight from this. Now fill with regret and guilt. Forget about it for now.

Just finish reading the second book from Age of the Five by Trudi Canavan titled "Last of the Wilds". A truly amazing book for those who loves magical and fantasy genre of books like Eragon, The Black Magician Trilogy. It's just amazing. The story was a bit saddening and not really up to what i had expected it to be after reading the first book. The story plot was relatively boring and it mainly focus on some of the new characters. Starting to read the last book of the trilogy hoping to finish it ASAP. Before the school reopens.

Linked Much Sentosa Outing 3 Jan 2009

2010-01-04T23:31:00.005+08:00

Went to Sentosa yesterday with LINKED (Figure 2). It was fabulous. Met at 11.30 at Harbour Front. Had brunch at Superdog before going to the supermart there to obtain food for the trip. Chips, Chips and more Chips. Not to forget the sugary food and the bottles of water. They went unfinished right at the end. I sort of guess that i will not have a top, thanks to Isaac and Ezra, who 'raped' me off my clothes. They tried on my pants and it failed.

We played volleyball and taught Moses how to swim. I sucked at the first and didn't really participated for the later. The teacher was Ezra and Sandra, I do hope that Moses get the hang of it. We just played in the water for super long and I got sun burnt, well many of them too. Not to mentioned that we celebrated the birthday of our two beloved birthday girls, Sandra and Jane. They had to do dares, Jane had to find someone to give her a dollar as her birthday present and have a guy to kiss her. Thanks got neither one involves me. Sandra was to kiss a guy and had to find a stranger to hug her. It doesn't really involved me either. The poppers failed as they were sort of wet in the water. Smart people we are. They had to dig presents out of the sand. Do remind me people that on my birthday next year they don't go to any beach or any theme parks. Thanks.

Wonderful sandcastle build by Isaac (Figure1). Take a look at the photos below though!

The food went unfinished and everybody was deadbeat by the time we left at 8.30. We only had our dinner at 9.oopm. Kinda of late but I manage to get back hoem before 11pm.

Figure 1:Sand Castle build by Isaac Khoo

Figure 2: The LINKED Much Without Christina

3 Malls shopping in a day...

2010-01-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

I went with my Mum to shopping at 4 spots! Suntec City, Marina Square and Tampines Mall and Century Square. Bought a board shorts for Sunday going out with my friends.. It cause a bomb. But still i live it.. Almost complete the whole A.C.N.E. series just lack the powder lotion. Whew.. Legs are shaking.. Need to start swimming and working out to keep fit and slim down!!!

New Year Resolution for year 2010

2010-01-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

It's year 2010 and it's a brand new year with a brand new start. Nice number to start the year by the way. So what shall i hope for and wish for let's see: It's gonna be a long list i guess:

To pass my promotional examination
Health for everyone and myself=> lose weight
More friends!
Great books for me to enjoy
More money for shopping=> refurbish my closet!, IT gadgets etc.

Reflection

2009-12-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

The year is coming to an end. It marks an end to the year and a start of new year. Many things have gone down the history this year. Many have break barriers and many things have advance and evolved. A brand new page of history is about to be written.

However, mine is going to be all the same as ever. Repeating a year and starting to make new friends. Something that i will enjoy but regret. It's a really hard way to learn a lesson. I told myself many times that I am going to study in the holidays but i didn't had the motivation to do so. I must change it i always say but I never did. The past one year when i looked back, i regret doing many things. I enjoyed too much of my JC life than suffer. I should have suffer more back then. Should have studied harder, play lesser, went out a little lesser. Many will say it's over, next year just buck up. True, but it will always remain as a scar in my life. It's a painful cut that will take a long time to heal.

Things have change and people have moved on. I started missing my friends every single time I think about the fact that i am not there to accompany them to walk out of the school after the next year. I hate to think about the fact that I will always be one year behind them. I don't know what to do. The more i come in contact with them the more I feel foreign to them. Do i really know them as well as i thought that I knew them. Everytime i am with them, they always do things that surprises me. Are they really who i belong to?...

Some actions are just not so desirable in somep people's eyes

2009-12-28T23:14:00.005+08:00

Sometime, actions that one take will make one feel so uncomforatble and result in one that feel so down and upset by what was being said.

Here's the story that i read from a book regarding relationship:

Ken and Blondie are best friend. During a trip with their friends, as Mandy came late. Ken gave a hug to Blondie. It was such a simple action with no meaning. However, only late at night when Blondie and Ken chat, did Ken new that his actions was not so desirable.

Ken knew that Joel like Blondie. But Ken felt that it was just nothing, a hug only. However, One of Kan, Raven laughingly told Blondie that Joel looked hurt by their actions. Blondie retorted back to Raven that nothing was going on.

Ken worries that he looked more like a third party if Joel and Blondie gets together. So should Ken stop what he is doing or is Raven is over-reacting?

Sometimes such things are hurtful unknowingly and very disturbing... Just leave your comments on the tag board if you wish..

向日葵的约定

2009-12-28T00:17:00.004+08:00

Just finish watching the show, 向日葵的约定. It's a damn awesome show. Those who missed should go and catch it. I know it's kinda of weird as a guy to say this. However, I am Daniel Tan Zhi Yong right? The guy in the show is damn hot. Lawrence Wong if i am not wrong from my reliable source. The female lead was not bad. The show deserve a better ending though. I shall not be a spoiler and tell you guys the whole story.

In short, the movie revolves around the relationship developed between a 19 year old girl who suffered from MID, Shan Shan and a guy, Wen Yuan. So you watch and see for yourself okay?

Oh not to forget, today i went out with Michelle, Isaac, Dwayne, Jia Wen, Moses and Marian. We went shopping and arcade at Suntec City. Didn't buy anything except for a nose strip for blackheads by ACNES. Not to forget the Starbucks that we had.. Awesome time guys!! Love ya always...

PS: LOVE YOU MARIAN FOR THE AWESOME CHRISTMAS GIFT!! I OWE YOU LOTS!!!

Christmas Eve 2009

2009-12-24T19:08:00.002+08:00

Today is the Christmas Eve of 2009. Staying at home and not going out for celebration that was just randomly planned today morning. Yap, staying at home playing my Mum's Nintendo DS. Well, kinda of sick of my PSP games and too lazy to change the game so i just played my mum's DS. Kind of bored and waiting for people to talk to me..

Staying over and JC2 Farewell

2009-12-24T02:34:00.002+08:00

Many things have happened over these few days.

Went out with linked and stayed over at Sandra's house..

Before we went out, we sort of have dance and i learnt a asmall amount of Girls Hip Hop from Kai Ling.. It was fun and interesting.. We went and had Seoul Garden for lunch.. Bought the group present for Christina after she left and before that we had present exchange to each other. My angel was Jane and my mortal was Sandra. ( I sort of forgot who gave to who....) Well i slept throughout the whole thing but then again it's a stay over right? Haha.. 7 of us squeezing into one room.. I sort of KO even before it started.. Well that's so Daniel..

Nezt is the JC 2 farewell, get to meet the seniors and relieve the old times, it was so much fun.. Saw many of them.. But i got sort of moody after hearing some stuff.. SO just kinda of bored.. Many things happened recently and i just don't feel like talking about it until the other time..

Books, books, books and X'mas

2009-12-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming.. Happy and sad at the same time. It is the season of giving but it also means that holidays will soon be over. Many things and time have just went past in a blink of an eye. Things have change and i do not know why.

However, it's a brand new start i guess. Having an advance celebration with my friends on the coming Monday and had shopped for the present for my mortal... Hope that person will like it.

My dream present will actually be science fiction books and also fiction books. I just love books. They bring me to a dimension which i am free of all trouble and doubts. I am currently finding these two books: Voice of the gods by Trudi Canavan and Bsingr by Christopher Paolini.. Superb books that i might want to get over these few days.

A few more days to Christmas..

Jingle bell jingle bell.....

Internal conflicts and turmoils

2009-12-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

I am sick of it.. I am so sick of it....

Many things have change, no one notice it until it is too late. There's a crack that is too huge to be mend. I wish i can help, i just need some divine guidance.. Help..

I feel lonely- i need a companion
weary- I need rest
Frustrated- I need to cry.. Can someone make me...

I help so many of them but who is there to help me.

It's time for me to go back into solitude, i guess, be oblivious to things that doesn't concern me...

After SRGCE Sydney '09

2009-12-14T16:42:00.003+08:00

Well, first time blogging after the trip and have many much experience to tell to people. Few major things had happened throughout the trip. Some of them are meant to be told, some aren't.

Let's start from Sydney, the weather there was great but then the sun was a little too overpowering. I was hiding behind my windbreaker as long as there is long period of time that i am in the sun.. Well, didn't have sun burn and that's the good part.

My roommate throughout the whole trip was Moses and it turn from each a bed into 2 in a bed.. Gay as you might say it but nothing happened. It's up to you guys to believe or not.

The dance lessons in University of New South Wales and Maquire University was fun and interesting. Not to forget the grillling hot weather and we were dancing in The Sydney Dance Company. Kinda of miss the winds in Sydney and the temperature there. It was so different from what we experience in Singapore.

Lastly, got a few goodies back..

Well that sums up about the whole trip physically.

Emotionally? Well just ups and down as always, reasons? Well let's just say i do not want to say it.

Events that are boomz? There are many but i intend to keep it a secret.. Just a hint, relationship is a wonder isn't it?

I just want to chill out with my friends..

2009-12-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

I want to hang out with my friends. It's just only lunch, ice-skating, bowling and dinner. i do not see much danger in that. I understand where your concern is coming from. However, just trust me, I will ensure that no harm will get in my way for going to Sdyney. I have to go because of a simple reason. I want to go.. I have not hang out with them for a very long time. It's just that i want to go. They have said that they will not start unless i go. So i do not want to be put up on the blame. Please just ket me go.. Can someone please help me...

After dancing for 3 consecutive days..

2009-11-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

It's all muscles aching and pain for these few days. Having to dance for consecutively for 3 days and 2 of which was partner work. It's kinda of tiring and yet fun. But i enjoy it though.. I was one of the weirdest experience felt ever..

At first it was embarassing and then it evolved to stress and lastly just madness and pain.. Lifting my partner was okay.. As a guy with no muscles but fats, i have got to pity her.. It's just so difficult for her..

Sorry to her...

Splitting up..

2009-11-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

It was as if yesterday i met them and today i have to leave them. Throughout the whole of yesterday, i have known them all not to the deepest but a relationship is born. To saw away this relationship is like removing the tumour in your body, it hurts but it necessary.

I miss my classmates for these year. We had tears, joy, fun, stress and every little thing we tried to do it together. There were fights along the way but we smoothed it all out. We parked our differences aside and we walked the path together. Throughout this year, i really love you people but sadly i have to break away and many of us too..

But i hope that we'll remain as one and never forget the memories we have together.

Trica's scream, Reymond.s merlion Julia's violence, Dayana's stoning, Rohini's grapes, Kenny's actions, Mus's jokes, Joey's leadership, Derek the victim, raynor's phobia of girls, Hui juan's raping, Yong cheng's coolness, Aaron's rambling, Linus's attitude, wan teng's gossips, Bani's laughter, Zhen yi's expressions, Dominic's physique..

She's at it again

2009-11-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

There she goes again nagging at me not studying.. I am sick of all these nonsense that she have been saying.. I am so sick of it.. Can't she just shut up for once.. Please for god sake i know what i am doing, i am not a child do not control me.. I hate it.... Please i hate.. Just shut it up... Shut the gap up..

I so feel like riping you apart if i ever get a chance i will move out immediately and don't ever one to see your face... Idiot...

Memoirs of An Imperfect Angel

2009-11-09T14:57:00.002+08:00

Just listening to Mariah Carey's latest album (Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel). Most of the songs that are within the album are basically more of an emotional touch that really suit her voice.. it deserve some really good rating..

When i first saw the album, it made me so irresistibly attracted to it. Not because of her skimpy and tight dressing but it's her. I have been a fan of hers recently only. Starting from the previous album of E=MC2.

It's a totally new experience from me. It so much different from the previous. From the pop to the classic. It does really show that she can sing a wide range of songs with her powerful vocal chords.

This is a brand new album that you shouldn't be missing out if you're a fan of her or even a classical person. I believe that everyone who hear any of her songs in this album will stop and just listen...

HELLO I AM JULIA I AM INVADING DANIEL'S BLOG MUAHAHA >:D

Here are just a few songs that i would recommend people to start: I Want to Know Love and Languishing. Both of them are those soothing type of music with a very emotional touch to them. It's really nice.

retain, poly or appeal

2009-10-31T17:51:00.001+08:00

As seen by many, i am suppose to progress and yet i retain. But then, i can't.
Now there's only a few choices left. Retain, poly, appeal. Which is the best for me, i am not sure..

Results

2009-10-29T12:27:00.002+08:00

It is such a pain in the ass... just 1 point away from getting the chance to do my re examination.. but well, it's kinda of good and bad.. I want to be an OGL next year so i wanted to be promoted but it doesn't allow me.. Then again, being retain is not so bad actually... I know that my foundation is weak and so retaining might have been a better choice.. Anyway i expected it..

Post promo

2009-10-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

Now that the promos are way over, it's time to get back to the toughest challenge yet ahead, the two A level subject mother tongue and project work. It was just only last 2 days that we handed in our Written Report (WR). Now we are all racing against time to get our oral Presentation (OP) done.

WR:
Only to the last minute that we were told how badly our WR was. Well every party have a part to be blamed in it. We were not good enough and that we tha tperson didn't really read through. But well it's over.

OP:
Now we are all getting ready to do our oral presentation.. let's hope that it'll turn out fine.

After the release of results

2009-10-22T13:42:00.002+08:00

Things have been very bad these few days.. Well i got some crappy results well maybe most of them are jsu crappy.. But i have come to terms for it.. for now just focus on my Project Work and Mother Tongue they are more important than anything else..

just so..

2009-10-20T12:52:00.001+08:00

The world came crashing down that very hour.

Post Morterm SRJC

2009-10-15T17:33:00.002+08:00

Well Post Morterm was never fun. It demoralizes when you actually review the papers. They reflect how well or badly you had scored in the examinations. It was never a great felling for me. Till now, the signs of me failing my promos is really creeping up my nerves and thinking. I am feeling so tired and afraid as the day,20th October 2009 and 29th October 2009 move closer to me. I used to look forward to this very day after promos but now maybe not so.

What can be done have been done. It all now lies in the hands of the heaven..

Flickle Minded

2009-10-12T12:54:00.002+08:00

I hate it.. When things gets change over and over again. Can you please make up your mind i do not wish to wait and wait and push and push back over and over again. You're affecting everyone and their plans for the whole thing. just be less troublesome and get everything done.... *pissed*

Post Promos..

2009-10-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

Well promotional examinations are over. I think i did fairly well considering the fact that i did study quite hard for it (but not hard enough to get good grades for it.) Well at least i am getting promoted i hope.

Have been playing sims for the past few days as i have not touch it for a fairly long p eriod of time. I am taking like 5 minutes to type this shit as i am typing with my btoh hands which i am not really use to therefore i must really start to practise it.

Nearly post promos...

2009-10-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

Well, most of my paper 2 was over... A good sign and a bad sign... As usual some of the paper suck and some of the paer was okay and some was superb.. Well maybe no superb...

Hate examination when they are at the end of the year, it just makes you feel more tired than usual and you really study like no one business...

But i do hope that my efforts will enable me to get to my target setting not.. they are too far away from what i will be scoring. The papers mostly were relatively okay. So you can guess the results..

Lucky that there is no examination tomorrow which equals to more time to study for my Chem and Physics hoping that my paper 1 will pull up the marks for me...

I do really hope so...

Pre-promos woes and ris low..

2009-09-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

well, promos is just like 2 days away and amzingly, i am still blogging and not studying.. something must have been worng with me.. But i am going to study right after this posting..

Promos have made everyone stress and tired just like me.. Almost turning into a panda... Bad thing to happen. Next, the things that are required to study is just so massive. You're just trying to cramp everything and anything into your brain... That feeling isn't very good.

But most importantly,

The new hit story in Singapore. Miss Ris Low.. Yes you Heard me, Miss Ris Low.. The one who is the winner of Miss World Singapore 2009 that pronounce prints as 'preens', 'booms' or whatever thing else that she pronounce wrongly.

As everyone knows or everyone should know, she was convicted of a credit card fraud. There, it sparked off a controversy, should she be allowed to continue or not. If she's allowed, would Singapore allow her to participate?

From my own personal persepctive, I think she should. In a beauty pagent is not all about looks, attitude and syle, most importantly, not about your previous records. She have the style, the attitude from the way she speaks and her actions emit the glam and shine in her. She has the potential.

Just like one other netizen said, " we cannot strip off her title just because of the criminal record, she won it fair and square". She didn't cheat or anything.

Maybe, the whole world can't participate, cause everyone will lie and it's a crime whether it's a white one or not.

If she's not even given such a chance, what more can the other criminals in the present society do? Give them a chance guys and girls. Put yourself in her shoes and think about it.If you were her, how would you feel and what will you do?

My mum and sis

2009-09-22T14:24:00.002+08:00

I have had enough of both of you.. Just shut up and get out of my life. I totally dun feel like talking to both of you just shut up.... You two B**** just shut that gap up.. I totally dun want to hear what both of you have got to say.. Those are just words that are redundant.. Treat till the time when i can go out and live on my own as the time that i will start repaying you. I owe you how much, i will pay back that much. Do not ask more than what you have offered me and i swear that i will lead an even more better and happier life than i have ever been in this stupid family of ours..
Just S****** up..
I hate both of you.. Once the debt is cleared you two are nothing but strangers, dun seek help from me. I will never help you all any longer.. You two are just M***** F*****!!!

Performance Review- The Next Wave

2009-09-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

Recently, I went to watch this performance by NUS Dance Ensemble called The Next Wave. It was relatively nice except that some parts maybe it's due to the lack of sleep, i fell asleep for a short while. Overall, it was relatively quite Nice. Especially the last performance called conversation. Love the way they use the colours and the props. Especially the costume which infuse a major influence of the South East Asia. Their dance moves also included many of the different genre of dance steps from the different religion bring about a really nice fusion of dances never before seen.

However, there are also some shortcomings, it was a bit too long in my perspective and soem parts of it were relatively boring.

Even if that is the case, it is still worth the watch!! If it was every gonna be uploaded on Youtube, you guys must catch it!!!

Running...

2009-09-10T20:52:00.001+08:00

Well just went running today and after 4km.. i almost died on the spot.. did crunches.. but going to do again later for some important reasons next year... I was wondering how did i even manage to run 12 Km back then during WiLL Run.. must have been mad that day... hahs...

Expenses.

2009-09-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

Oops.. Just bought another watch that is over a hundred dollars.. Really regret it, shouldn't have spend do much money on such a luxruy good.. from now on must save money and pay back my mum with that amount of money and save for the sdyney trip... If i save 10 per week, i might be able to fork out about 80.00 by December or more.. Please help me control my expenses.. CUT! CUT! CUT!!!

Nagging, forever nagging

2009-09-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

I can't really stand my mum any longer. What's wrong with studying in school till 9 and reach home at 10? What's wrong? not as if i talk all the way... The promos are coming and i know it.. She doesn't seems to get it... ergh!!

Displacement

2009-09-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

Ever felt like copper (II) sulphate and iron is added inside? Yes, this is chemistry and this is called displacement. Well, that's how i feel now. I am neither here nor there. I am a stranger to my class, I am just an extra person that shouldn't be there. Maybe without me, the class would be better. I know where i stand, the outcast. It's not hard to notice and i am not oblivious to everything. I can see and i can feel. I know how you all treat me. I know that i do not have a character liked by many no matter how hard i try, i can't satisfy all that you all want from me.

Maybe it's time for me to change, to the one that keeps silent and not talk. Laugh when necessary just like a lost hidden soul or maybe a puppet. Perhaps from now on, that will be me. I don't need any attention, all i need is just a sense of belonging. that's the only thing i ever wanted but it seems so hard to achieve. I know that i hinder everyone's progress. I never had the intention to weight you all down. let's pray that i will survive this year and maybe change my class. This might be the last lap i am running with you all. Thanks guys. It's all that i can do. I may need to say an early goodbye.

Post teacher's day or on teacher's day exactly..

2009-09-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

well, performance for Teachers' Day was yesterday. So everything is over. I was slower by a bit but most of the people couldn't see it but i was still quite sad though. Celebrate with all the Tancers(All the teachers in cahrge of dance are called Miss Tans and they can really dance! Oh and Maria came out with this term actually.)

After that, i have to remove my glitterish make up.. Even so, glitter was all over my face. and the eyeliner doesn't go away very nicely so when i got back, i looked slightly horrendous and everyone thinks that i am crying and i was not.. I WAS NOT!!! Most of the teachers have left before i reach there. Git back to my old class and found my tables! yes TableSSSSS!! I switch my table once in my secondary school.
Back to reality... while waiting for teachers outside the PC area, i was rather tired den i started napping...

Finally, we head to Tampines nad had LJS with almost the whole class and MIss Lee treat us water.. Well, that's so sweet of her.. And evidence have shown that her rumour was true. The MR Shun and Miss Lee... that's was what i was told. hahs.. I went off earlier as i was quite tired.

But what i know is that they met Mr Tan and Mr Yap later on.

Sorry guys for leaving early, i was damn tired... hahs... But still love you guys all rite!!!

Before teacher's day performance '09

2009-08-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

Well, tomorrow is Teacher's Day and many things to do.. Performance for tomorrow and need to prepare so many things. Worst part of all is this stupid thing called Insights and Reflections that we need to do for Project Work.. Such A Pain in the ass type of thing.. Well so nervous though even though it's in front of the whole school. However, I really looked forward to it...

This is by far one of the most confident performance even though it is one of the most dangerous one.. hahs... We'll see tomorrow. But still need to celebrate teachers' day for the teacher's in- charge of dance.

Going back to secondary school, which i can't wait... hahs

A saturday in school

2009-08-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

well, today surprisingly, i decided to stay in school to study however, there were many distractions thanks to one of my tutor instruction of bring laptop. This results in me, watching youtube more than doing work. HAHS.. as expected. bought bubble tea, study balh blah blah.. you know, the standard things la.. By the way, the GP was a total failure, i didn't even know how to answer the AQ which means, total failure.. hahs... so another GP test that is bond to fail.

some of the interesting things that i note in my school on saturday. let's see not many students and most of them are really studying and the best part is they were so happy when there was free food. As a typical Singaporean who can resist such temptations rite? hahs... that's all i think.. This is just a lame and bored post that i just bullshited...

A SMS that means a lot...

2009-07-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Chain message have been moving around this few days if you are a frequent smser you'll know. One of such message went like this:

If there's a next generation, what do you want me as?
0. Parents
1. Gang
2. Friend
3. Bestie
4. Cousin
5. Lover
6. Sister/ Brother
7. Girlfriend/ Boyfriend
8. Wife/ Husband

Pls reply. Send this to all your friends and see what answer you get.

This might seems like a normal and meaningless message to many of you all. However, to some it holds a lot of meaning to it.

This message also see the difference between how your friend percieve you and how you percieve them.

here are my results:

Parents- 2 (Maria Christina L Amante, Rachel Lim Jie Xin)
Gang - 1 (Jane)
Sister - 3 (Jiawen)
Lovers - 1 (Mahirah)
Bestie - 2 (Dwayne, Izzac)
if i remembered correctly. hahs.

Doggie Doggie!!

2009-07-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Just had an agreement with my mum that if my Promos can score more than 38 points, i am allowed to own a dog.. This is like a lifelong dream come true.... i am really so in love with dogs. I think most likely, i will but a schnauzer.. They are so cute and i have done quite a number of research on them and now is really time for me to work really hard and score well for the exams and earn my prize.

However, my sis just doesn't like dogs and she threaten to like in hostle if i every get a dog which i don't really like.. So not dog- friendly and dogs dun bite al l right!! No idea what she is so afraid of.. i really want to owe a dog...

38 points here i come.. Incentive to work hard now..

College Day..

2009-07-05T17:57:00.002+08:00

Things do not seems the way it is... I cried, i've grown, i.ve learn... Things sometimes doesn't go our way but you gotta accept the way it is and just make do with it... Crying might not be able to solve any problem but at least the feelings that have once welled-up beside you would have release from the pain, the agony and the fatigue all these while you have suppress on it.

tired, fatigue one may complaint whether is it emotional or physical, it takes toil on your body. Some might just spur on the last second others might take a break in the mean while all depends on yourself. whether to take a rest or to spur on the very last moment, it all depends on your decision.

every step i took was a lesson i will never forget, every bad or good memories i have will always remain in my mind, every friend i made was a cross path between our lives, every time i rest it's a new beginning of my life.

what about you?

DANCE! DANCE! DANCE!

2009-06-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

well, i am starting to have phobia of dance after doing AYG for more than half a year!! and all for the sake of our 1 minute of fame... You heard rite one minute of fame!! We, the guys only appear for 1 minute!! hahs.. that's whacked rite.. but at least it's okay, we get to perform!! the moves are simple without the flag, but with the flag, everything seems to be super difficult!!! You guys if you have the time to see us, the spirit of evolution perform on MONDAY(29/06/09)

Here's the rundown...

Channel U will not be broadcasting the Opening Ceremony, only Channel 5 will.

The Opening Ceremony will be broadcast 'live' from Bird's Nest at 8pm with the official showtime starting at PM 08:08:08 Date 08.08.08, lasting thru a miniumum of 3.5 hours, i.e. show is scheduled to end earliest 2338hrs with the possibility of stretching pass 12 midnight.

Channel 5 will show the telecast 'live' from 8-9:30pm before heading to News 5 Tonight. Thereafter it will be one hour of delayed telecast (correct at press time) from 10-11pm. This means that the 10-11pm prog will actually be the prog that happened between 9:30-10:30pm (30 min delay due to News 5 Tonight).

While Mediacorp has been boasting itself as the official broadcaster for the Olympics, it will not be broadcasting the FULL Opening Ceremony as the telecast will end at 11pm. By right if there is a 30 min telecast at 10pm, the whole telecast should end earliest 12:08AM.

adapted from: http://mediacorptv.sg/English/forums/3/104128/ShowThread.aspx

cool rite? best part is that it's available on online live web cast!!! yeap!!! So you dun have to wait for after the news... super hyped up now.. but muscle cramp all over... but rite at the end, everything will be worth for!!! can't wait for AYG!!!

PS: I NEED CLOTHES OF DIFFERENT COLOURS AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE END OF YEAR SALES!!!

sims 3 and uniqlo!!

2009-06-23T14:27:00.002+08:00

for a long time i have never did my updating on my blog, it's like so dead. so here i am back with a brand new updates...

holidays is going to be over!!! sianz... i know... examinations are coming rite up for most of the JC students... Everyone needs time... and it doesn't seems to be enough.SO jia you guys and i have lost contacts with many of you guys out there.. and that's sad!! must contact me okays?? hahs...

firstly: sims 3
it's out!! the perfect game for the perfect sims lover like me... it's gonna be so much fun... well now i am saving money to buy that game... I am so nuts about it.. hahs.... save and save!!!! but i am also waiting for the deluxe edition... So let's keep waiting..

Secondly, i went out twice like one Friday and Sat to Kallang Ice World for a skate... Well, it was with my class and cousins respectively... hahs.... I hope i phrase it correctly, i hope i do have time to upload the one i have with my friends cause the other set with my cousins is available on my facebook.. yap... you heard it, on my facebook... hahs.. go find it... (ps: the photos with my friends maybe i will be uploading like at night or a fews days later sorry guys... But you'll get to see my bimbolicious photos..... i am whcked on that day!!!)

thirdly, i went to Tampines One yesterday and bought like $100.00 worth of clothings as my wardrobe is like colourless... black and white... so plain boring... so i hope to have more colours.. i need like purple, green, blue, orange,grey and all sorts of design to fatten up up wardrobe... Fashion spree or be exact shopping spree and i bought a new book from times... The painted man by Peter V. Brett i think.. Well it's a sci-fi book so those that like tis genre might want to take a glimpse at the book!!!

teenage sex

2009-05-28T19:36:00.006+08:00

Well, my group have decided to do about teenage sex for our PW. And i got hold of these video on youtube that revealed a lot of shocking truth about what and how teenagers percieve sex in real life. You will be either amazed (which i hope not) but feel the shock of the thoughts that the girls have, it might be like a super long movie to you but it's really worth watching.. Look at the following video and think about some of the stuff that might struck you along the way. You might even want to pent it down. Feel free to share with me through my online e-mail.

here are the videos from tyra banks show:

Here are the views of her own about this topic:

horrorscope!!!

2009-05-21T19:47:00.001+08:00

well, just as i knew it, it was totally screwed up for my examinations... Everything didn't went according as plan and it totally just can't make it.. So bored and i still have my most hated subject ever tomorrow.. physics... just total hate it *grrr*

school till now...

2009-05-02T21:44:00.001+08:00

sorry for the fans who are crazy over my blog... which i doubt i have any.. anyway school have been so sucky... constantly failing test and this sucks.. who else to blame but my self for taking such road to university... well my teachers have did their part.. thanks.... i really thanks you all... Finally i can hand in my prelimnary idea after struggling with it for 4 to 6 weeks... It's like giving birth hahs..... so difficult and tough... the harsh scolding works.. thanks teachers... jia you guys out there... hahs..

Temasek Poly GEM 4 performance.... 4th april 2008

2009-04-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

Just went to temasek poly Gem 4 dance ensemble performance... It was super nice!!! very very nice!!! awesome... the dance move was sleek and nice... and there was impact everywhere....

it was so damn cool!!! i am totally in love with it...

Hahs... SRJC dance is cool too.. learning new dance and it's quite difficult for me to get it tight... still need a lot of help though!!! hahs.... jia you! that's all that i can say to myself.... also to you guys!!!

sunday (7/march/2009) sunny

2009-03-07T12:24:00.002+08:00

finally approaching the last week of term one which mean that there is a break for all of us... But according to my physcis teacher, well there is no break in srjc... so well might just get use to it... hahs.... i know, it's gonna be tough but once you cross the hurdle, it will be the sweetest fruit of your life... so well just get going and dun give up... well felt a little demoralise back on thursday as i didn't do very well for both my chemistry and maths test which is so sad for me. I thought on that very day," have i chosen the wrong path to get into uni?" i wasn't very sure of myself... But i got it all sort out.. so it's still okay... hahs... now trying to do my e learning for my chemistry... so jia you guys!! the first step has only just began!!! a lto more to go!!! =)

grandma...

2009-03-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

well my grandmother just fall down again ang fractured her old injuries, this time round it is worst than the pervious, well the first time round she had an operation wjhich fitted a metal plate or bearing into the hip joint as she fractured that part. But this time round, she fell and it shifted upwards resulting in an awkward postion, so it's not very good situation.. Plus her age, the operation would actually be quite risky. So just waiting for SOMEONE( you noe who you are) to do the verdict... so let's see how long it takes.... well the doctor did mention that operation will be a better choice...

Started my life in SRJC!!! yeah!!! up till now, things are going well except for the pile of homework we are given. most of the teachers are very nice.... so quite really enjoy the school... I am in dance which we stretched like rubber band, ouch!!! it hurts but it trains your endurance and flexibility so just bear with it!! Pe is actually quite tough but i enjoyed it a lot though!!! tmr running 2.4 if i am not worng... i meant the trial... jia you to me and everyone else!! =)

dun comment on anything i do and didn't do!!!

2009-02-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

you have no rights to scold me for no appealing in mjc!!!! not like you are the one.... since you said that the admission rate is so low might as well ask me go poly!!!! and yet in the past you told me to go jc!!! hahs... what a joke!! get a life and dun comment on my opinion!!! so what if i am not in the top end junior college!! even if i get in can you gurantee that i will not retain and flunk my a's!!! at least in a school of my standard i dun have to be look down as i got in with my score and not by appealing!!!! so what if the admission rate is low!!! can't i get into the better side!!!

my cca also have got something to say!! so what wrong with me wanting to go into canoeing!! that's what i wanted to join and you dun noe that i dun noe it's tiring!! come on i am not a 3 year old kid you needs you to push around!! where are you when i ask you to help e with my subject combinations!! out with your friends and left me alone!!! so you have no rights to comment!!! i am well prepared for it no matter how tiring it will be.. i have put my heart into thinking of this not like i never think!!! so stop treating me like a 3 year old kid and scold me for the opinion i had made!! stop it i had enough of these nonsense!!!

tell me aren't you the one that told me to go into srjc instead of tpjc and go into canoeing?? if it isn't you den who is it???

SRJC!!!!

2009-02-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

well i am practically in love with SRJC!!! it totally rocks man!!! hahs.... well it's like so cool.. never regret going inot this school the ogl are great... hahs,,, i am like so amuse by the college dance and cheer.... hahs.... can't wait for next week where we have our house cheers... WA!!!! just got my uniform today... so happy we are allowed to wear bermudas on mon, wed, friday!! so cool rite.. the rest of the days, full uniform... can you believe it... i think the most coolest part is actually the student service centre as it sells lots of goodies... OMG!! i am totally in love with it......

hahs...
here are the past few days schedule..... actually some are rather boring to me but still it was enjoyable....

2 feb (mon): admin day
3 feb (tues): subject talk and subject combination choice
4 feb (wed): college cheer, anthem, dance
5 feb (thurs): intro lectures

work!!!

2009-01-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

today was a totally busy day... The crowd came in steadily, but then in large groups.. that is when the problem came.. but they left like all together... so busy clearing up also.. hahs.. but then everything was actually quite smooth la... hahs.. Tml will be a killer morning as there would only be 3 male waiters and at nite 4.. pray hard that tml's crowd would be small... hahs... but that's not very good news... Chinese New Year is coming up!!! so guys enjoy it!!

vulgar!!

2009-01-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

As all of you noe... i can't stand vulgar and b**** H*** someone from my workplace look at me and scold me M*****F*****!!! damn you!! you have got no rights to scold me vulgar because of some idiotic things that i do!!! I am totally disgusted by you!!! hate you man!! no one in the world goes around and scold people vulgar straight to their face and still be so ignorant about it!!! I dun see why you have the rights to!!! I dun think you will feel good even if i scold you that word!!! No one has scolded me a vulgar from my brith till now and that doesn't mean you have to be the first one!! i will never ever tolerate this type of stupid and dumb behaviour!! put yourself in other people's shoe before scolding.. now tell me who feels good being scolded by a vulgar you A**H***!!!!~!

this applies to all the people around the world who scolded people staright to their face a vulgar!!!

O's results plus choice!!!

2009-01-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

hahs... well working again.. results are out but it is like so sucky!!!
here it is:
English: B3
Combine Humanities: B3
Elementary Mathematics: B3
Additional Mathematics: A2
Chemistry: B3
Physics: B3
Chinese: A1
Oral: Dist

L1R5: 15 L1R4: 12

LIB2R2-A= 12
LIB2R2-A= 12
L1B2R2-B= 12
L1B2R2-B= 12
L1B2R2-T= 12
L1B2R2-T= 12

so ugly.. regret for not doing so well.. now just waiting for the results posting on 30 jan... so long.. but can't wait for it...

now my choices:
1st: 36S- Meridian Junior College(Science)
2nd: 36A- Merdian Junior College(Arts)
3rd: 29S- Serangoon Junior College(Science)
4th: 31S- Tampines Junior College(Science)
5th: 29A- Serangoon Junior College(Arts)
6th: 31S- Tampines Junior College(Arts)
7th: S48- Singapore Poly(Human and Resource Management)
8th: S71-Singapore Poly(Business Administration)
9th: S76- Singapore Poly(Banking and Finance)
10th: N53- Ngee Ann Poly(Banking and Finance)
11th: S86- Singapore Poly(Media and Communictaions)
12th: T48- Temasek Poly(Psychology Studies)

can't wait for tml

2009-01-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

yeah!! tml my cousins wedding.... can't wait cause can wear pretty pretty lah!! hahs... well vain pod.. today went to cut my hair cause for tml den the salon was like fish market damn noisy... got one young girl about P1 kept going in and out of the salon expecting me to help her open the door!!! mag drop i must help her take!! F her!!! and got this stupid auntie kept on complaining about her hair where not nice!! halo!! they explained to you and you agreed so stop complaining!!! just shut up, pay and go!!! stop grumbling.. why am i so angry cause i had to wait for 1 hr 30mins just for my tur!! stupid aunties!!! den my job was a total screwed up as i had butter fingers... broke one empty sake glass, almost broke the sashimi due to mis handling, and took wrong orders from two Gyu don (beef on rice) to only one!! sucks me!! i am so god damn frustrated lah!!! ergh!!

work work work!!!

2008-12-22T16:38:00.001+08:00

final;ly working after so long of finding a job... well if you guys dun noe, i am a waiter... that's bad i noe.. but what else can i do?? hahs... well working at this looking rather ulu japanese restaurant that during weekends which is almost full house all the time shows that it is not very ulu in fact... the food are quite nice, well maybe not very nice if you eat it all the time... hahs... met leon and everything... have time come and visit me at bedok simpang!! reach already call me... i'll give you the directions.. no discount though!!! hehezz...

thrillville!!

2008-12-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

finally after playing for 3 whole days!! and charging 3 times.. about overday once... i am GOING to complete the game!! super fun... i really enjoyed the game.. till now i am very bored by it.. but still have the intention of completing it!! hahs... well it's holidays!!! so just enjoy befroe the results appear!! *exhale!*

just went out with black bear, jomaine, hong ying aka Gen, zheng wei and stephanie. hahs... well it was quite fun although i waited outside for 1hr and 45 mins!! but i was actually quite happy because i bought Britney spears new album circus!! totally crazy now.. hahs... really like her songs!!!

now just updating for the sake of updating actually!!! hahs...

just bored

2008-12-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

too bored to even touch the com.. played my PSP all day... some new updates!! i finally got my own room... quite small though but still nice... hahs... most of the objects or preferbly furniture are from IKEA... They are really nice and very affordable.. environmental friendly too... Well updating my psp games that's why i am here actually... completed most of the parts in dynasty warrior.. i noe... it is an old game.. tough though... hahs... well that's all i think..

Also going to work soon.. beinbg a waiter in RITZ Carlton... Can't wait though... hahs... that's all the updates i have and also...

PS: Britney spears new album circus is finally out.. yeah!!! also the killers!! Day and Age!!!

obtain from google image search

obtain from google image search

my prelims results

2008-09-21T15:06:00.003+08:00

well how bad it can get you would say!! it is very bad.. i am devasted by it!! ah!!!

since you all have no idea how devesating it would be let's have a look:

Combine humanities(ss and Hist): 24/50; 24/50 = 48/100

E maths: 63.5

A maths:???

Chinese: 64.5

Chemistry: 64.6

Physics: 70.9

El: ????

bloddy bad enuff!!!

my cousin heading for NS!!

2008-09-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

Well just went to my cousin house to celebrate his entry into the NS!! well actually is todaY SINCE I AM POsTING AFTER TWELVE!! well we ( referring to my sis, my cousin and I) we just sat there and played Playstation for 1 hour 30 mins!! toatlly awesome and full of jokes!! yesterday as you all noe was raining rather heavily... my sister actually just skid and fall.. the ironic part was that she was asking me to hold the 'handlebar' ( handrail actually... dn she started singing that song handle bars by Flobots.. she went:

I can ride a bike with no handle... (she fell)

i was just laughing throughout!! can't stand it.. hahs... that's all...

paranoid by everything

2008-08-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

blah!! this is getting out of hands!! my mum is paranoid over a thing that never ever happened before!! I got girlfriend and that is what she claims after that irritating teacher called. Can't she just relax!!! i have explained to her gazillion no. of time that i dun have one and she doesn't believe it what the hell!!! I really can't take it already!! i have been acting too strangely that is what she says!! but well everyone changes dun they!! the is really getting me pissed off!! using of computer she also wants to school!! i really can't take it anymore!! on Monday i swear i will not come home straight after school i would rather go some other place that i don't know and just give me a second to breathe before i die of suffocation from her!!! how no life can she get man!!! it is just only a teacher's call!! nothing else!!!! blame if you want me that i am showing her disrespect or whatever you all calls me!! but when you reach this stage i dun think you will not be agitated!!! try it!! Thanks the teacher also for the call!! thanks a lot!!